------------------------------------------------------------------------- Being Busy is living. Nono, its not stress, its having no extra time on your own after doing so many things.. But at least, being busy keeps me alive.
Finally finished two major project. One being my I&E event in school on Tuesday ( one of my poly module) The other is the Sec 1 Orientation Campfire XD. Hell yea, the campfire was great. Thanks guys and girls for making it a success. Hope that this campfire will serve as a great inspirational starting point to your wonderful 2010. Hope it is to mine too. =)
Yes yes, halidah, im chio...okay?? ZzZz..
My life is...school, scouting, working and more work. Work is still fun as ever. Sitting inside the big ballroom, listening to the loud music blasting just meters from the console, looking at happy adults, going wild, drinking and getting high during their D&D. I wonder if my future is like that too; might be one of those small little employees jumping around from table to table taking pictures ...or the freaking rich big-shot CEO sitting at the VIP table...I realise i have not much of a future if i keep thinking like this, haha.
My life for the next 4 months will be...school, scout events and works (note that i've put school in front). Commont Test results wasnt so sastifactory. Average of 60+ scores for all my papers, one got 78, but still sucky. That paper can get at least 85 one. Zzz...well, i still study well under pressure. This time i only study like 3-4hrs before the paper...what to do, what to do. There's still the 40%big paper at the end of semester. Jiayou!!
My life is...i want to spend it with you...but i know its not going to come true so soon.
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
Wednesday, December 2, 2009♥
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Lyrics Two Is Better Than One Lyrics
[ft. Taylor Swift] I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life and I thought "Hey, you know, this could be something" 'Cause everything you do and words you say You know that it all takes my breath away And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true That I can't live without you And maybe two is better than one There's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face The way you roll your eyes The way you taste You make it hard for breathing 'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everything's okay I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true That I can't live without you And maybe two is better than one There's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"
Maybe it's true That I can't live without you Maybe two is better than one There's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking I can't live without you 'Cause, baby, two is better than one There's so much time To figure out the rest of my life But I'll figure it out When all is said and done Two is better than one Two is better than one
This song rocks my world now. =) One more song to be added into my list of "songs i want to sing to my girlfriend"
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
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--------------------------------------------- Standing alone in the biggest cinema in singapore; clearing GV max yesterday during EOS. Clearing Gv max has always been a great, scary, tiring, exciting, lonely, scary ( oh wait i mentioned scary already) experience. Haha......It helps, it helps alright. It helps to keep my emotion in check; it helps me reflect; it helps me think. That time when i was dealing with depression, i kept volunteering to clear hall alone. Emo-ing alone in the big theatre really contain me. Its a kind of self-intoxication....crap.
And i thought i was over it.
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
Wednesday, November 25, 2009♥
---------------------------------- What an "eventful" week. Haha. Last week was super. Had a total of 5projects/events. G7 campfire last thursday and a total of 6shows (which i did 5) over the weekend from fri-sun. Tired tired tired. But the money earned was good; and the sastification achieved was.......shiokkkkkk. Although its not my first time doing DJ and music support for show, it still feels great and fresh. I'm gonna get better at it, i know i can. Why? I love my job. I love being drowned in good music, waves of highness and the happy faces of audiences. And, i love my job. =) Total earning last weeks was...$70+$90+$70 = $250. Nice.
But still...
Ian is right. He said "Since you are working so much, you should dedicate more of your free time to study."
Mr Shen is right. He said "Mingxian, i feel that you still arent putting in a lot of effort into working on the things you want. You are still very carefree."
Yea, these are negative comments but great advices. I really need to start putting in effort to work on my studies and get my As. I know i can do it. Even if it makes me a lifeless zombie, i will do it. As i move on, i need to remember the resoultion i set for myself this year. "Determination, devotion and dedication." Be true to yourself. You are not doing this for another one else but yourself.
Balance is the key. To efficiently balance work, play and study is like...godly. Something that is super not me. But i got to try. Practise time management, practise determination, going against laziness and rejections. To do something, you must scarifice the other. In the end, all it comes down to is balance. You cant devote all your time to something when you have so many commitments. I dont want to lose things anymore, but that doesnt mean i cant take in more. I just need to have a bigger heart, and a stronger spirit.
Jiayou Me !!
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
Wednesday, November 4, 2009♥
------------------------------------- Orchid Hotel once again for last Saturday's show. Its Lunch and Dance instead of D&D. Haha. Where are all the young chio waitress??? Rawr... 2nd Show at tampines CC ; Halloween Party. Got to wear wizard hat, harry potter kinda full length robe and the Scream Mask. Lol. What a combo. Kids love them, but dammit, their costume more zai. Hahaha. Had lots of fun. But still, where are all the young girls !!!!! RAWR !!! Am i getting despo??
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Sunday was Box office Sales again. Amazingly, account was accurate, i didnt up/down money. Monday and Tuesday (yesterday), nothing much to talk about except for GV Chalet !! Haha. Drank a lot, played a lot, Gambled a lot. Win on e first night but lose on the second. You cant play Mahjong with adults, esp veteran. Bloodly Hell...play with them damn stress. Silence but fast and super freaking fierce. 0_o. Never 'hu' once after Sebas came in. Worse still, after he come in, i keep playing wrong tiles to chris and jansen. Lose damn big. Haha, but my winning from previous night can cover. Heng ar...Ok la, at least i can play my this new theory for CNY 2010. =p
Busy week ahead...but first thing first, SLEEP. The acohol from the night before havent "wake". ZzZzZzZzZz........
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
Tuesday, October 27, 2009♥
---------------------------------------------- At first it was a promise made to you. But the purpose not longer hold its meaning...
Quitting smoking is really tough and painful.
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
Thursday, October 22, 2009♥
______________________________ My heart aches everytime my fringe got shorter...haha But this is the first time i feel so good about short hair. Lol... Glad i took my hairstylist's advice.
XD. Long and messy fringe can be irritating. I find it more and more these days.
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
Tuesday, October 20, 2009♥
Haven't do this for quite a while. But the song that got stuck in my head at the moment is this song. Featuring TaeYang (SOL) from Big Bang. Wonderful Superb Solo. TaeYang's "Only look at me". Enjoy!! XD
Lyrics*
"It's been on my mind for a while." "Gotta get this off my chest." "Before it's.. too late." "I can't letcha go." "Ya gotta let it go." "I can't letcha go." "Ya gotta.. listen."
Just looking at you and smiling a few times a day, I've told you hundreds of times, "you're the love of my life". And I've told you, in this corrupt world, You're the only one my restless mind can trust.
Though you thought I'd change my mind about you, If you felt uneasy I smiled and told you that'd never happen. In my endlessly wandering, hollow heart The only place I can rest is in you but
I hate myself for having strayed from you.# Even today I'm wrapped up in what I'm doing and erasing you from my life, "baby, baby."
Chorus: *Even though I stray from you, don't you ever stray from me, "baby", Even though I forget about you, don't you forget me, "lady". Even though I drink and don't call, Even if I briefly meet eyes with another girl, Only look at me.*
Tonight you've waited for me 'til the break of day again. You're talking to me through tears, saying I've changed.# But facing you, my feelings for you are the same as before. Though I soothe you countless times,
I'm gonna have a hard time without you.# Sometimes I lose my breath just thinking about you.# ##(alternative fits the following lyrics better)#But sometimes you suffocate me (smother me).#
In endless fights and an endless sigh The only place you can rest is in me.
But I hate myself for growing tired of you.# Even today I'm smiling but secretly losing faith, "baby, baby."
*Chorus*
"Stop."
I know I'm being selfish, But in the time I've been wasting every day, I've become corrupt like this, "baby". I only want you to stay pure forever. I want this with my whole heart, this is my faith in you, Don't leave me 'til the day you die.
Even though I stray from you don't you ever stray from me. Even though I forget about you, don't you forget me. Even though I drink and don't call, Even though I briefly meet eyes with another girl, Only look at me. Only look at me.
Even though I drink and don't call... (continue) Only look at me.
I only want you to stay pure forever. I want this with my whole heart, this is my faith in you, Don't leave me 'til the day you die.
*Chorus*
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
Monday, October 19, 2009♥
Say hi to a new school term =) And also welcoming back my hardworking and enthusiatic attitude. XD. Work hard everyone~~!!
CITYNIGHTLIFE;
*Me*
*ComixRachiez
*Your average punk down the street
*Single/taken...well..single again.
*Virgo 26/08/1990
Ngee ann Poly Year 2
Aero-Space Technology
*Proud Auxiliary-scout leader of BPGHS Eagle Scout Troop
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